From A (Undesirable) Diary
Wee’s fourth poetry collection is an imaginative reconstruction of a history of permission and prohibition in the Malayan Peninsula. Through excerpts from a fictive publisher’s diary, Wee traces encounters and negotiations with the censor and the censored, beginning just before the implementation of the laws against ‘undesirable publications’. The central section carries us into the difficulties of making literature in the present, each diary entry a record of single painful incidents, each a study of our acts of reading both the printed word and the world. The devastating final section acknowledges the history of books and bookmaking as a history of foreclosures while staying alert to art’s possibilities.
Excerpt
The first time, the person I worked on the manuscripts with left me with outlines and promises to the authors. His leaving was slow, like a roommate who first takes a sip of your almond milk, the crust of your sandwiches, nothing you would notice, before taking a charging cable, an old dictionary, a chair, before disappearing with everything. The slowness of it feel like a greater betrayal, like a taunt to find him out and stop him.
Now I am about to send the first layouts to the printers. This isn't a child as much as an emissary from my island. I am sending out a declaration of independence. There may be no one else here to count on, but it's my place. I don't own the mountain or the sand, but I'll cut loose the coral stems holding this land-buoy in place if I have to, and set the engines ablaze.

ABOUT THE AUTHOR

Jason Wee
Jason is an artist and the author of three previous poetry books, including the Singapore Literature Prize finalist An Epic of Durable Departures and the Guady Boy Poetry Prize finalist In Short, Future Now. For over fifteen years, he founded and runs Grey Projects, an artist library and art space in Tiong Bahru. He is the 2023-27 Asymmestry Foundation Scholar at Goldsmiths University of London.
Credit: Emmeline Yong
Short Notes with Jason Wee
What does "Mata Hati | 心眼 | Eye of the Heart | மனக்கண் வழியே" mean to you in writing?
It suggests the power of our intuition.
What does your writing process look like? Do you type or write? Are there multiple drafts, long pauses, or sudden bursts of activity?
I type mostly, though I scribble lines into a notebook that later gets reworked. Since my second book ‘Durable Departures’ I think and write at book length. I write and revise depending on what the whole book needs.
What does your working space look like?
Like many Singaporean poets, I write often on the go, on trains, planes, buses.
Make an elevator pitch for your shortlisted work in 30 words or less.
It's a fictional publisher’s diary in three parts, tracking the history and influence of the ‘undesirable’ as it first appeared in 1938 in the Undesirable Publications Ordinance till the present.
Could you share a pivotal moment as you were writing this work?
When I found my publishers before I completed the final manuscript. Publishers and editors are book lovers’ under-acknowledged heroes.
If you could give one advice to yourself when you were writing this book, what would it be?
Proofread early and often! I paiseh in advance for my typos.